I wonder if I’m losing you. In saving us I know. It may be too late. How can I say I miss you? When all our plans fall through. And we no longer, communicate.
Everytime you leave. This room gets colder. Days grow longer. Every night I see. My own remains, in guilt and shame. You will forget me. Everytime. Everytime we’ve ever shared, is breaking down around us. Everytime. Until we’re nothing, more.
My actions are concealed. In countless words I fail. It always comes out wrong. To others it seems obvious. The ending we avoid, because we’re not that strong.
Music and Lyrics: 9-3/29-03 & 6-5-05 *For Leslie* By: Breye 7x Live Jupiter 8 Pads by Breye 7x
Recorded and Produced at Red Square Digital by Breye 7x Mastered by Brian Hazard at Resonance Mastering.
I started writing Everytime, on the day when Leslie announced she was going to take a hiatus from the band to concentrate on her new medical career. I did not know if she would come back to the band, and if so; for how long she might stay. Leslie eventually did return and perform with us for another 2 years before finally saying goodbye.
I had no clue how Everytime would ultimately sum up the end of the band itself, but somehow it did. The truth was that I could never see doing Provision without Leslie. I miss her very much, but if not for her Provision would never have been.
When I recorded this song, I completely broke down in tears after the last vocal take, and to this day Everytime still makes me cry. I don't know if it will forever affect me this way, but it remains as the perfect ending to The Consequence and the story of what Provision was.